This exact time

I sit here by myself trying to exist in a space so huge and yet none of this is enough

I listen to my being fight within itself as it tries to enjoy my current being

This quite time that I have is all I have waited in a long time 

Yet in this exact time I want more than just for this to be quite

I can hear myself think , beautiful thoughts going through my mind

The random thoughts I have been putting on hold now I can process

The peace in this quite within me is so surreal the clarity is evident in my thoughts

Yet in this exact time I want more than just for this to be about thoughts

Why is there no evidence of of the visit to the moon

Why has the human species stop evolving over the last century

Does the effects of global warming affect the intelligence of human race

Yet in this exact time I want more than just to question life as a whole

I can't say what I want ,but I know that I want more than this

More than the preciousness of time to recharge myself

I ought to achieve more,to be more than just exist,change the world maybe

Yet in this exact moment I want more than just to feel recharged