The healing process

Everyone will tell you to take a step of faith.They will tell you to keep trying and not give up.What they will not tell you is ,it will hurt like hell.It will be scary and for the most part you will have nothing to show for it.So you will drown soo deep it will scare you to swim.And when you have drowned to the bottom no one will be there with you.Then you will remember that there is a God and so you call him.As soon as you say it out loud ,it all starts to fall in place.The beauty of everything starts to show and it is in that moment that you know ,all you needed to do is ask. So hold on a little bit longer and when you are ready all you need to do is ask.