The healing process

One day you are young ,with all your dreams intact.You are ready to face the world and conquer it.The next you are an adult with experiences that you don't even know how you survived.You are almost sure that they could have killed you but you are still here.So you wake up and try again.This time with measures to protect yourself.The irony is you will not know when your walls will come down again. All you can do is ask God to give you a safe space,so when your walls come down you will experience divine living.You will live in the joys of life and it's abundance.That you will smile again and that no matter what your tears will not flow unless they are tears of joy.
However for you to get to this space you need to have healed.You need to be free from all the trauma,all the pain ,all the triggers.You need to have accepted your mistakes,the things that you contributed to your good and bad times. Wear your scars with honor so that when you rise you can grow above the stigma,the shame the trigger and all remainders of what was.